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Chapter 14|Heartbreak Hotel



I’d been thinking and I knew for a fact I loved him, but I didn’t know if that could save us and keep me afloat. I could feel myself slipping and I knew it was only a matter of time until I really fell over the edge. I couldn’t allow him to steal my happiness so tonight we were meeting and I was putting everything out on the table; the depression along with the lack of effort and trust on both our parts. He would know exactly how I was feeling.  I wanted to clear the air, because the spat that had transpired between us was unacceptable. I wasn’t sure which hurt more: his words or his accusations. It was his conscience that had him stuck on stupid, but he needed to realize I wasn’t going to hurt him. He needed to battle with his internal demons, as did I so we could move forward separately. I was just hoping things would end amicably between us.

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Documenting South Africa’s Farewell to Nelson Mandela with @danielberehulak

To view photos and videos from the 10 days of mourning for Nelson Mandela, follow @danielberehulak on Instagram.

Following the news of Nelson Mandela’s death, Australian photojournalist Daniel Berehulak (@danielberehulak) has been sharing scenes from the 10 days of mourning.

From the crowds which gathered to pay respects outside the former South African president’s home in Houghton, Johannesburg, to the stands of the First National Bank (FNB) stadium for the state memorial service, Daniel has been sharing photos while covering the story for the New York Times, choosing moments and outtakes which wouldn’t make the picture desk cut.

Some of the most moving photos from the last 10 days show crowds thronging the pavements along the route of the funeral procession being lead through Pretoria. He said the atmosphere along the route was one of joy—with people celebrating Mandela’s life more than mourning it.

"The mood indeed has been mixed, with people overcome with emotion only shortly after witnessing the cortège driving past, with the reality probably setting in," he said. "Thousands and thousands of people lined up to catch buses in order to pay their respects to Nelson Mandela. The mood was incredibly jovial despite the sombre reality. People want to celebrate his life rather than mourn it. They were certainly marking it by singing and dancing in the streets."

Daniel’s photos have captured a nation in mourning for a leader and the celebration of an outstanding life. “People were paying homage to his incredible life and the impact that he and had on South Africa and what he meant to people across the world.” On Sunday, a traditional burial ceremony took place in Qunu, Mandela’s Eastern Cape home town.

I never thought in my life that I would be here… and the only reason is because I almost gave up on myself… and I just wanna let you guys know no matter WHAT you wanna be, no matter WHO you wanna be, don’t give up on YOU. IT IS POSSIBLE. I’m 36 years old and I’m proud of it! And I don’t give a damn if I was 56, SHE was NOT finna stop! POINT BLANK AND THE PERIOD.


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